27/07/2006 @9:47:00 PM
once again, as it always happens at random, i enter my '2nd stage puberty' and my voice starts to 'break', which totally just rocks la cuz i will sound so sexy. ;)
ergh.. damn i'm HAVING FLU!!!!
oh man.. not fun la to keep having flu. lol.
its like only 2 weeks left to the mock exams? oh man my muggerism-flame totally went out already. it lasted only 2 days. damn i need to start concentrating. and i mean REALLY concentrating. not like one topic for one day kind, totally =.="
its friday tmr. last day of the week and then the weekend comes. and seriously. my days pass with monotony. total monotony.
week of school which i STILL dun pay half of my attention to, tuition the whole of sat, and slack thru sunday cuz i'm too lazy to start work and i THINK and deceive myself by making myself think that i've done enough work on saturday to last for the weekend. ARGH! simone just get a fucking grip on yourself.
i guess what i read from ju's blog is right. now i know why she had to swear. its a fucked up world. there's no escape, not from school, not from the a levels and definitely not from reality.
snap out of it simone.
18/07/2006 @7:47:00 PM
whoa! today was gou slack. school till 1pm was heavenly, esp on a even tuesday, where there would usually be a 7 hour continuous lesson. dio dio dio.. haha.. anw as usual, i slept thru half the lessons.
mock exam's in 21 days time. WHOOT! its time to start everyone! today shall be the last day of slacking. who wants to stay in school to mug on friday? ahem! incentive? you get to spend rare quality time with the ever great simone. aherm aherm. :D
pirates was ok. maybe its cuz i din watch the first movie thats why i was rather lost during the movie, esp the last part. but oh well, i'll go rent the dvd and watch it soon. i dunno but i thought the movie was quite long. 2 and a half hours really hit my tiredness nerve. haha. sorraye if i insulted any hardcore pirates fan. i know 2 and a half hours is not enough for you guys.
alright, my head is aching.
chem here i come! (damn mrs toh will be so glad to see this.)
it feels great to be in your arms.
17/07/2006 @9:54:00 PM
on a lighter note,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ANDRE!!
whoa. what a quick 13 years has passed and now you're a teenager already! finally! haha.. growing up to be a man eh! ohhh man so cute. my little brother growing up to be a man! haha i'm so excited for him. lol..
CONGRATULATIONS TO YONGWEN FOR PASSING NAPFA!
yes i must publicise this event in my blog since yw has today finally passed his napfa after weeks and months of AHERM hard work? lol..
i'm sure you deserved the curly fries which you gorged down after that 2.4km run eh. lol. congrats dude. :D
whooo! end at 1 tmr. what a lovely day! haha.. lets go watch pirates! whooo!
oh and before i forget, in 2 hours time,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CLARENCE!
what a great friend you've been and a great great great bridge partner.
haha all the best in the future. God bless u!!!
ok off to watch armed reaction! :D:D:D
13/07/2006 @9:48:00 PM
everything is getting so complicated these days its hard to just sit back and relax. somehow, people are all clouded with problems and issues to settle. oh man, i wish everything will be fine soon.
maybe i think too much. i think i spent half of my existance these days thinking of irrelevent things and dreaming away into weird situations. what is wrong with me? i swear sometimes i wanna get out. but i cant. certain things just cant be done. its not fun and enjoyable for it to happen twice.
and i really need to start concentrating on my work now. i cant. i cant even concentrate during lessons nowadays and i'm procrastinating really badly. i really need one tight bloody slap to bring me back to my senses and knock me into reality. the a levels are in a few months time and there's no way i'm gonna be super prepared for it. there's no more time. and yes. i can say this. but am i doing any shit to help the situation? hell no.
why cant i just control my head?!
oh well. i need to take time off the clear my head and take a proper stand. it's really time to start studying real hard for this last hurdle ahead.
05/07/2006 @8:52:00 PM
urgh. back to school.
i think its really time to start studying. people are all starting to mug, damn i better get to the library earlier to get seats lol. people who DON'T usually study are actually seen AT the library, like totally what the hell! and i'm still sleeping during lessons and lectures.
i guess it was quite fun for the last few days of 'holiday', if thats what you call it. mondayy! lol thank you to michelle for inviting us over to her house to have fun! lol. and her house scenery is totally great. the atmosphere is damn nice. lets all go there again on national day to watch the fireworks!
hmm, fun fun and fun. first 2 days of school has been rather...... tiring. what the hell. when i slept so early last night and ended up 'half-sleeping' thru the lectures today. i think i wasnt even awake when i walked into class in the morning.
alright. soccer. i feel so sad for germany. i cant support any team now. seriously. nvm i'm just happy that brazil is out. wahahhaa..
there are alot more things going on. i guess i'll just live my day as it goes and see what happens. see what my instinct tells me.
is it possible?
02/07/2006 @4:54:00 PM
its time to forget it. i guess. do what i have to do and give up since my efforts have proven to be futile.