27/03/2008 @11:50:00 PM
you know when this semester is gonne be chui when
1) you screwed up the cm1121 organic chem test today when it was a rather easy paper. and obviously you could have done better if you studied more
2) you have missed all the lectures of cm1131 physical chem and havent even watched the webcast since the test ended.
3) you havent even printed the notes for the 4th chapter up till now for cm1131.
4) you have difficulty doing the lsm1401 biochem assignment cuz you havent touched a single piece of your lecture notes since the lecture ended and they are left un arranged in your stack of papers on your table.
5) you have a really exceptional ambitiously target to get A- for organic chem when you've screwed up the test and the lab reports.
6) you havent touched german at all the entire sem and so now you have trouble keeping up with it. and oral is coming up and you still cant speak german as fluently as some people can.
7) you havent been able to understand fully one entire lecture of cm1161 chemical processes and have never kept your attention span on the prof for more than 5 minutes.
8) ahhh screw it....... this sem is... like gone.
19/03/2008 @12:13:00 AM
should i hold on to things which cant be held on to,
or should i let them go.
why is it so hard, that we keep taking things for granted whenever we have it.
why is it that when i want to break away,
but the rope just binds me tighter
in all directions.
why is it that i want so badly to speak,
but the opportunities seldom come.
why does it hurt so much when i walk in the other direction,
but it all goes away once i turn around.
merry christmas mr lawrence.
15/03/2008 @12:25:00 AM
lalala.. i realised there are people whom i never expect would still be reading my blog. hahaha.. so toucheddd hahaha so i shall be motivated to blog more. :D
thank you alicia for the card hahah! one day i'll write one back for you. so nice la! anw call yongxue for lunch more often. then we can catch up and talk and sight see. :D love you babe. teach me german so that i'll be ok with alan on oral dayy hahaha!!
what a busy week it has been. rushing throught reports like nobody's business. thankfully as the week ended, happy situations started to wind up.
i love to sightsee. and so, thursday was a good day.
and as friday came along, it was great to let everything out and just let the wind blow through our hair. as we sat in a trolley and rolled down all the way throught the roads of nus from the mpsh back to science, blocking the cars' ways as we tried to avoid them. so fun. it feels just like fop season again.
and it feels like i was a kid again.
let's face it. 20 isnt that old anymore. at least compared to 21. we're still kids to the world. why not act like one with the time we have left. with the chance that we have. bring out the kid side in us. it really brings fun when you realise having face is not as important as enjoying your heart out.
the more i think about this, the more i feel that those people who think that they're adults and shouldnt behave in such childish ways are really wasting the chances they have. why make yourself feel so tight and rigid by showing your maturity and always letting out a serious face, when you can just lose it and bring the childhood back.
hahah.. i love being a kid. ((:
13/03/2008 @12:37:00 AM
i hereby conclude that i dun really like life science. hahahaah! suckss!!!! omg. what acetyl co-A =.=" give it ten million dots.
anw stress. exams coming already!
on another note. i realised that we dont take things for granted until we lose them. well, obviously a known fact. but, i guess the impact only reaches me now.
i'm afraid that if i want anything too much it'll mean i'll never have it.
then again, young youths we are. why worry. look at the number of years ahead. i would tell myself to take my time.
but then again, i wonder if it's possible.
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
And still so far
on to 8th may. )):
01/03/2008 @11:57:00 AM
after going one big round, i'll still say that girlfriends are the best you can ever have, and i'll probably need them so much more in a few days time.
i love fridays with julianne and jiamin. haha! oh man new show already. hahaha everyone can stop watching tuesdays with morrie. now it's called FRIDAYS with the double Js babes!
lunch, study and then dinner at thai express. and watsons shopping. not much. but HA interesting. i'll rmb ju, that you have expensive taste. ((:
i miss sec school. ha!
if i was a gp tutor, i would set this question for a levels:
Write me an essay on importance.
oh well. i cant answer that myself. if i could , everything in life would be perfect. there wouldnt be anything we'll need to worry about.
and i thought i was being foolish 3 years ago.
but i guess right now i should concentrate on studying. i mean. what can be more impt than studying, with mid terms coming up.
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
i've got until monday to clear my head.
but for now, it's onward to cm1131 on tuesday! haha let's go.
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