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22/09/2008 @12:54:00 AM

it's recess week, yay ((:

i guess things get better when you look from a different point of view and try to appreciate.
mug hard this week? maybe it's possible. since i'm starting to get busier already.

20/09/2008 @12:59:00 AM

overdose of provisional satisfaction.

hmmm, or am i expecting too much?
-- i would like to think not.

then again, what is this test going to prove?
importance? endurance? determination? or just to test me.
and my heart.
one year.
do i really have to do this for one year? one and a half probably.
why do i feel like everything seems to be fading away, capturing itself as a disappearing memory as i desperately try to pick up all the bits and pieces.
even so that i dont know what to ask, or what to say, what to feel and how to behave.

attention-seeking is indeed a dangerous 'asset' to have.
the fight for it.
is it even existant? does it even play a part?
sounds perfectly like my ss tutorial. but i think it does.
its like the SO2 bond being polarised,
and so happens that one O atom is mutated and pulls a larger share of electrons.

pr3101, cm2161. thankfully to this 2 tests today which i spent my entire week studying for.
i managed a week of fictitious escape.
--though i think it wasnt of much help

i guess now i have to make a decision,
or decide when the time comes?
what do i want exactly?

some part of me feels like running away.
hiding from the harsh reality.
but that will just make things worse.

do i really have to hold on to the pain?
or let it out, and take the risk.

choices. as usual, they're hard to make. painful to decide.
as i pray and hope it doenst slip through my fingers,
i need to get used to this.

on a lighter note, RECESS WEEK! haha.
another 2 tests after that on week 7. but i'm sure i'll study hard for them!

or will i?

10/09/2008 @12:42:00 AM

so the past week has been incredibly tiring, and filled with a wild rollarcoaster ride of emotions. tutorials and lab reports are starting to pile up and making their presence felt in my life. as i trudge through my days in school with the irresistable urge to fall asleep during lectures, i start to feel so thankful for my friends around me.

especially you
And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
Ill see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Till life is gone
Ill keep your loving near

And now Ive finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors I close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
Theres something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how youll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

<3

btw, i miss you ju!!!!! ((: lunch please cant(.)wait.

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