being live at the singapore idol finals was totally the sex.
a big big thank you to ron for the tickets.
fun fun fun!!! :D
now its back to school and gearing up for the last segment of this race to the finale.
study hard everyone!
prelims have FINALLY ended on a rather weird note. with all of us going to the general office to change our coloured socks to pure clean (=.=") white ones for ONE DOLLAR! DOTS!
i really have to learn to stand up for myself. sometimes. people change. people change little, people change alot. some people just change to such an extent that you feel like you're dealing with a whole new person after recent events. maybe demanding is the word? i dunno. but i really hope i dun spoil our friendship.
i hope, if you actually do see this,
please try to understand how we feel.
and please dun change from the way you were.
or i might not be able to stand you much longer.
but again. i cannot do this. seriously. this is not me.
cannot simone cannot cannot.
get a grip on yourself.
oh well..
contradictions. everyone is contradicting theirselves.
whatever.
why does the sun go on shining. seriously why? when everyone is clouded with problems day in day out. it's just a matter of time before everyone goes crazy and decides to ... take a different path. the world should just end here la, and save everyone the trouble of going thru it.
that helpless and lost feeling you get when you cant save whoever's in need
why is it that i cant help but cry with you?
when you can do nothing but stand at the sidelines and watch
watching the situation devour everything you love
everything you care for
when will you ever tell me how you feel?
what's the point.
alright 3 more days of prelims and thats it. time to mug even harder.
and get ready to drop a subject - fuck.
i wish everyone would be happy again.
ok back track. thursday was a rather entertaining day rather. went to school early in the morning at a not so unearthly hour as compared to the day before, which i reluctantly woke up at like wtf 7 am to go for tuition!!!!!
okok. 10am at school on thursday to see a -gasp- blonde sitting at the grandstand and doing her econs mcqs -- none other than our very own julianne. :D yay!!
mugged, went for tuition with joyce and oh boy had fun scaring ju when she came out of the toilet. BLONDE!! c'mon like twice in 2 weeks she get scared by us when she comes out from the toilet. like totally blonde. =.=" oh well what to do? lets hope she learns her lesson and becomes more smart. (oh but that might be rather impossible) hmmm..
REMEMBER JU! ITALY WON THE WORLD CUP! dun ask me 3 months later ah. ;)
okok i shall seriously stop suaning her. very bad. later she take it too hard ah then go do something silly. oh but nvm very easy to counter. just pour some water and it'll be soft. (lame joke courtesy of gouw) get it? get it?
oh no i think people are like hopping around their computer table cuz they cannot walk alr. haha!
ok i think this is the crappiest entry i've ever written. kudos to yw for inspiring me to write like this after reading his latest entry. i recommend that you all go read it. once again he mentions me -- the ever great simone.
kk..
sometimes things people say just reach right into your heart. why was i so affected by such a thing? oh wth. seriously their attitudes have gotta change la. and stop being so self-centered. or it's gonna get dirty.
its not fun to be neglected and being treated like whatever..
i swear i'm serious.
ok class gathering at my house went rather well. though playing host, i admit is rather tiring. haha.. whoot. but i hope it was fun for you guys. ;) and sorry if anything went wrong or if i was a horrgible host. lol
seriously if certain people cant appreciate what i've done then fuck it. you should probably have done it on your own.
and sorry if we made the present seem to be worse for some of you guys than the past.
on a other hand. i sure enjoyed myself on friday
thank you for making it happen :D
science centre was the weirdest place to go i admit, especially on such teacher's day. wahahaha.. but the place has definitely changed alot and now there's so much more to understand after learning from school.
definitely a rather fruitful day. although not much mugging was done.
the fire just shot through me. loved it. ;)
ok start studying.
hmmm maybe after i watch finish the final two episodes of nanoha season 1. yes very slow yongwen. haha..
oh and let me tell you a secret: julianne loves to talk to herself.
julianne: the weather very nice ah
julianne: ya very nice.
julianne: ya the sky very blue ah.
julianne: blue, i like. i'm talking to myself :D
what kind of friend do i have? oh man she really needs counselling. hahaa. RIGHT JU?! haha its ok i still love you the way you are and i'll never delete that super corny and stupid msg you sent to me! wahaha..