29/01/2008 @12:54:00 AM
i have loads to say but i cant phrase it out here in such a way that it wouldnt be obvious. but i shall try.
firstly school has started.
although the first 2 weeks were KIND OF slack, i still think i shouldnt have slacked thru it cuz now i'm lagging already. and it's only the 3 week of school. CM1161 totally took away half my lifespan. the prof is crazy. just sending one email out like that on sat he expects the work to be handed in by monday.
ok so now tutorials are here and lab. lab's ok. at least in pairs. not so bad.
vbash. both good and bad. for starters, i need to control my emotions more.
and i really need to forget stuff easier. i cant go on thru lectures with thoughts roaming thru my mind.
it's not healthy.
ok so. saturday passed. and sunday was left flying past with me still crobed ( i just made up this word, whatever.) up with the previous night's events.
why.
i wasnt involved, why do i get so affectednot a very pleasant feeling to have - agonisingly disturbing.
but, cant be helped. i gotta get on with everything happening now. like school.
i'm so tired i'm telling ppl stuff that i dont usually tell them. i suppose i have no more energy left to deal with them alone. tell ppl this tell ppl that. without even wondering. there's something wrong with me.
maybe it's time i did something with myself. but i have no idea what.
and i dont want this to continue.
02/01/2008 @12:15:00 AM
fine. seeing everyone is updating their lives of 2007, i shall too, being that now it has been implated as an official memory together as a whole.
ok 2007 was a totally whole new experience. i rmb the joy that filled me on 2nd jan when for the first time in so long, we could wake up at a glorious hour of 11 and then proceed out to town when more than half of the world was back in school! HAHA! :D
working at triumph and espn proved to be two different worlds. one was terriblistically boring and the other was terrificalistically fun! haha! but nevertheless, they both opened a new society that i've never been in before. working.. haha it definitely made me feel that schooling is so much more the lifestyle i want. i wish we could all just study and study. NO WORKING! STRESS!!! haha and office politics super sucks. nothing new.
that was how i and a massive amount of other ppl spent their first 6 months of the year.
feels like a totally useless period of time. but in actual fact. i think it's been the most we learn for the past 12 years of studying. haha.
well i can dare say that the number of friends i've met this year outrageously outnumber those of the previous years. so many new friends, so many new faces and a totally different lifestyle.
for the first time in my life, i went for a camp and cheered in hokkien and spoke in chinese! haha. seriously culture shock for a convent girl. but well coping was fine. and seriously damn cool! i can converse in chinese more easily now. maybe need to get more converse shoes. haha! julianne type of joke. probably only she will get it.
haha. then it was back to school and study. these 13 weeks were no easy feat. it was the most chiong 13 weeks in my life. i bet even more chiong than a levels! and the stress. oh my the stress was like totally hell, pressing hard! haha but well, it went thru fast. a short suffering as john yip always said. (did he?) but well, our first A levels in uni past quickly and swiftly. leaving us all stunned in its tracks with the horrendous papers.
but school rocked. meeting new people, (ahem) chasing people around the place, doing new things, like organising events that never in my life would i have expected to be given the responsibility. and with that, the 2nd half of the year flashed past just like that.
then it was post exam activities. camps, holidays ( i think it'll be much cooler if holidays was spelt as holidaies) and celebrations. and MASS MAHJONG SESSIONS! hahaha! :D so fun so fun!
christmas eve was spent... at my aunt's chalet, bbq and stuff and getting my cousins high on alcohol! haha AMAZING sight! :D haha my cousin went so high and laughed non stop she started crying. as in LITERALLY! she had tears flowing down! christmas was spent at jereld's playing mahjong and mass dota. then it was dinner with t19 ppl on boxing day with the results of the hideously first semester clearly etched in my mind.
well i would say i did ok. since i didnt have any aim. so i was quite neutral with the results i got. haha! hmmm then it was back to jereld's house again for another round of mahjong on the 27th.
back to yuan chun's on the 30th. we did nothing much. except play human pets. LOL
which was totally random but super fun! hahah! buy sell thumb etc. hahah! it's becoming our past time! whoo hoo!
new year's day was spent with shing. we left the airport at 11.15 and managed to reach marina by 1155. haha thankfully we followed the crowd and found a great spot. the fireworks were awesome haha! and we spent half the time thinking of reactions to the new year haha. man i missed that girl. i missed all the times we sat in class next to each other, singing from chinese song lyrics placed under our notes during tutorials, i miss sleeping in class with her, i miss gossiping with her, i miss playing bridge with her!!! haha. ( dont worry chello i dont miss you)
but yes. i do miss shing. we saw shawn from campus superstar too, at the airport! hahaha. what a night!
ok so it's 2008.
things. school, life, relationships... endings and beginnings. well. i'd like to see what happens this year. so (s)exciting isnt it?
learning new words too. sexciting, consperms, confuzzled.
bahh~! i'd love to upload photos but the time now is 2.30am and i'm off to a chalet later with the slc ppl for a post slc gathering! haha! so i think i'm gonna die from lack of sleep. hahaha! i'll probably upload more photos the next time. but then again, nope. i dont think so. i'll be too lazy to. haha!
well thats it for 2007. time to hit the big 2.
cheers to all dragons. :D