23/04/2010 @1:48:00 AM
the brain is influential.
humans love to think about what they WANT to think about, and they block out all the stuff they DONT WANT to think about.
whats the use, if nothing is gonna change?
A bird caught a fish, but it escaped - well swam away would sound more appropriate. Well, would the bird still keep looking for the fish in the water? Then again, there are plenty of fishes out there. Is catching a fish such a big deal that it deserves publicizing to the whole world?
it's just a fish, for God's sake. keep the excitement in your pants, bitch.
most can, i dont see why birds cant. or maybe its just a need to proudly proclaim the levels of testosterone in the body. hmmmm..
like i said, one can think of whatever they want to think of. even if it's hurting them. like jasmine said: heartbreak is self-inflicted.
the fish has tried it's best (like any fish would if it were to be eaten) to stay out the bird's way. its whether the bird chooses to give up or stubbornly continue looking for fishes.
how about crabs? they taste better. mmm yum.
10/04/2010 @1:22:00 PM
sometimes i wonder if i'm too giving. there seems like there's 2 sides to me right now. how apt - i'm a gemini.
my mom always tells me i'm too self-centered. i don't bother helping at home, i treat the house like a hotel - just to come home and sleep. and i dun bother about others feelings.
on the other hand, ben tells me i'm too focused on making other people happy at the expense of my own happiness.
which is true? i don't know who i am exactly now. maybe i'm just really heck about life at home? i'm sure i should apply some of those making people happy genes outside back at home.
and i should really start being more self-centered on the outside world. besides, the people whom i'm behaving self-centered to are the ones who will and have stood by me all the way. i really appreciate it, although i dunno why i just cant seem to be able to show it well enough.
i would normally blog more about this.. but my mind's just too tired from all that attempted studying.
i hate how my schedule has been planned out everyday i have no choice but to follow everything.
02/04/2010 @11:33:00 AM
i heard this song on mtv and it brought back memories.
my maid used to sing this to me when i was young.
Eternal flame - The Bangles
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, or am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?
I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?
Is this burning an eternal flame?
An eternal flame?
Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?