26/08/2010 @11:01:00 PM
i went to church that day and the speaker said something which brought tears to my eyes.
"if you feel like you're behind in class, don't worry cuz God is behind you."
just when i was worrying about school, fyp, modules and how to catch up with the smart asses remaining.
God does work wonders doesnt he? its so comforting to know that.
21/08/2010 @12:29:00 AM
i know i know, havent blogged for a really long time.
so since i last blogged, i was still in the lovely city of toronto. and now, i've already been back in singapore for just past a month. life has been good here, ever since i came back. nothing much too difficult, fun, joy and laughter.
school has started once again, year 4 is so much different now. its like you're older than almost everyone around. yes, so old.
the 2nd week of school has just ended, and i seldom see my friends around anymore. the result of being in honours year i guess. but that has allowed me to view things from a different view. for the past 3 years, i've been totally sheltered. with friends to be there all the time, during lectures, tutorials, extra activities etc etc. this year, i've been thrown back to being alone by myself. yes, initially, it was horrible, i din feel any motivation to do anything. but now i've slowly come to the point where i realise that confidence is all thats lacking in me.
all you need is a little more confidence in yourself, and everything will go just nicely for you.
i'm working on it still, but it's improving, and i'm seeing results. hahah, i'm glad to have almost my old confident self back.
ben is just as awesome(ly busy) as he always is, and ju's been super busy and tortured at her work place. hahaha, i feel for her. i wish she could be back during the times where we had laksa in the arts canteen hahaha.
but yes, i'll work on my own life too. find more motivation. study harder. and pull up my ever so borderline grade haha
this is such an inspirational post hahahhaha. i love how my life is going now (: thank you God for always being there to protect me from my worries and problems <3